John, no matter what else you might feel or think, it's working, flawlessly, magically, and without exception.

Your thoughts, beliefs, and expectations are the sole cause of the effects of your life. And while this may give you pause and have you wondering why you've not yet met with some of the successes you've sought, let it also empower you as you remember that the floodgates must fly open and the Kingdom must be revealed at the precise moment you release whatever else you might have felt or thought about it not working.

Tallyho,
  The Universe
John, by not insisting on anything, I got everything...

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John, stick with it, keep pressing, because the rewards are far greater than you can imagine.