I am the past – the past being the race, the family, the experiences, the nuclear bomb, educated here and there, in this and that. I am all that, all that conditioning and the innumerable influences that have shaped thought. Am I to investigate each thought, each conditioning, each influence? That would take innumerable years. Through that investigation, if I do not investigate properly and understand each investigation, I will further complicate further investigation because I have not completely understood the first investigation. So I see the complexity of investigation.