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Trying to Pray
by Twyla Hansen

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With my arms raised in a vee,
I gather the heavens and bring
my hands down slow together,
press palms and bow my head.

I try to forget the suffering,
the wars, the ravage of land
that threatens songbirds,
butterflies, and pollinators.

The ghosts of their wings flutter
past my closed eyes as I breathe
the spirit of seasons, the stirrings
in soil, trees moving with sap.

With my third eye, I conjure
the red fox, its healthy tail, recount
the good of this world, the farmer
tending her tomatoes, the beans

dazzled green al dente in butter,
salt and pepper, cows munching
on grass. The orb of sun-gold
from which all bounty flows.


"Trying to Pray" by Twyla M. Hansen from Rock. Tree. Bird. The Backwaters Press, 2017. Reprinted with permission. (buy now)




Today is the birthdayofIris Murdoch(books by this author), born in Dublin (1919) and raised in London. Her parents met in Dublin during World War I. Her English father's cavalry regiment was stationed there, and on his way to church one Sunday, he met a girl who sang in the church choir. They married in 1918. Iris was an only child, with a happy home life. She once described her family as "a perfect trinity of love." Her mother was always singing, and had a very happy personality. Her father enjoyed discussing books with Iris, and she felt - even as a young girl - that she would be a writer one day. She studied philosophy at Oxford and Cambridge, where she met Ludwig Wittgenstein. During World War II, she worked for the United Nations, helping refugees displaced by the war. While she was working in Belgium, she met Jean-Paul Sartre. After the war, she returned to Oxford as a lecturer, and spent some time studying Sartre's work, especially his fiction. She was interested in the way that a writer could use fiction to express bigger ideas.

She wrote her first novel,Under the Net, in 1954. Reviews were generally positive, and the book was named one of Modern Library's 100 Best English-language Novels of the 20thCentury. Murdoch went on to write 25 more novels, includingThe Bell(1958),The Black Prince(1973),The Sacred and Profane Love Machine(1974), andThe Sea, the Sea(1978), which won a Booker Prize. She also wrote plays, poetry, and philosophical works. Her novels often deal with things like the illusion of free will, the comedy of the sexes, and the complex relationship of good and evil. In particular, she grappled with writing about moral goodness without sounding preachy. She toldThe Paris Review: "Plato remarks inThe Republicthat bad characters are volatile and interesting, whereas good characters are dull and always the same. This certainly indicates a literary problem. It is difficult in life to be good, and difficult in art to portray goodness. Perhaps we don't know much about goodness. Attractive bad characters in fiction may corrupt people, who think, So that's OK. Inspiration from good characters may be rarer and harder, yet Alyosha inThe Brothers Karamazovand the grandmother in Proust's novel exist."

Oxford literature student John Bayley glimpsed Murdoch riding her bike past his window one day, and fell in love at first sight. They were married in 1956. Even though they were very close, she kept parts of her life separate from him. She had many affairs with men and women, but in her opinion they had nothing to do with Bayley or her commitment to their marriage. In his memoirElegy for Iris(1999), Bayley wrote, "In early days, I always thought it would be vulgar - as well as not my place - to give any indications of jealousy, but she knew when it was there, and she soothed it just by being the self she always was with me, which I soon knew to be wholly and entirely different from any way that she was with other people."

It's the birthdayofThomas Bulfinch(books by this author), born in Newton, Massachusetts (1796). He wrote several books, but he is best remembered for his three-volume study of mythology and legends. The first volume,The Age of Fable(1855), was a retelling of classic Greek and Roman myths; the second,The Age of Chivalry(1858), covers the legends of King Arthur, Robin Hood, and other British folk tales; and the third,Legends of Charlemagne(1863), recounts stories from France, Germany, and Africa. The three books were later combined into one volume, entitledBulfinch's Mythology, first published in 1881 and never out of print since.

And it's the birthdayof French philosopherJacques Derrida (books by this author), the founder of "deconstruction," was born on this day in El Biar, Algeria (1930). Derrida generally refused to define "deconstruction." When asked to do so once in an interview he said, "It is impossible to respond. I can only do something which will leave me unsatisfied." One time when giving a lecture he said, "Needless to say, one more time, deconstruction, if there is such a thing, takes place as the experience of the impossible."

He's the author of more than 40 notoriously dense books, includingOf Grammatology(1976),Specters of Marx(1993),Of Spirit(1989),Resistances of Psychoanalysis(1998), andThe Animal That Therefore I Am(2008).

Derrida's most famous words: "There is nothing outside the text."


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