| Dark Charms
by Dorianne Laux
Eventually the future shows up everywhere:
those burly summers and unslept nights in deep
lines and dark splotches, thinning skin.
Here's the corner store grown to a condo,
the bike reduced to one spinning wheel,
the ghost of a dog that used to be, her trail
no longer trodden, just a dip in the weeds.
The clear water we drank as thirsty children
still runs through our veins. Stars we saw then
we still see now, only fewer, dimmer, less often.
The old tunes play and continue to move us
in spite of our learning, the wraith of romance,
lost innocence, literature, the death of the poets.
We continue to speak, if only in whispers,
to something inside us that longs to be named.
We name it the past and drag it behind us,
bag like a lung filled with shadow and song,
dreams of running, the keys to lost names.
Dorianne Laux, "Dark Charms" from The Book of Men: Poems. © 2011 W.W. Norton. Reprinted with permission. (buy now) It was on this day in 1935 that Thomas Wolfe's novel Of Time and the River was published (books by this author). Wolfe's editor was Maxwell Perkins, who also edited Ernest Hemingway and F. Scott Fitzgerald. When Wolfe brought Perkins a draft of Of Time and the River in December of 1933, it was more than one million words long, and still growing. The first installment alone was two feet high. For a year Perkins and Wolfe met almost every day, Sunday nights included, to work through the manuscript. During that time Hemingway invited his editor to join him in Key West but Perkins declined, writing, "I am engaged in a kind of life and death struggle with Mr. Thomas Wolfe." Wolfe sat beside his desk while Perkins read through every page, red pencil in hand. He slashed many of the pages from corner to corner. Wolfe never gave up arguing with the deletions and he frequently appeared in Perkins' office with several thousand words of new material which Perkins refused. Despite the huge cuts, Of Time and the River was still 912 pages long. Wolfe dedicated it to Perkin and even that was almost 100 words long. The book was a commercial success and received mostly good reviews but Wolfe was wounded by the negative ones and became convinced that Perkins had ruined his book. He left Perkins for a new editor. Three years later, dying of tuberculosis at the age of 37, he sent his last letter, apologizing to Perkins and thanking him once again. It's the birthday of novelist Kenneth Grahame (books by this author), born in Edinburgh, Scotland (1859). After his mother died, Kenneth and his siblings were sent to live with their grandmother in the village of Cookham Dean in southern England. His grandmother's home, called the Mount, was a rambling old house with a big attic and garden to play in. He loved exploring the nearby River Thames and the Bisham Woods. Grahame was an excellent student, and he hoped to go to Oxford, but his once-wealthy family could no longer afford it and he never went to college. Instead, at the age of 19, he got a job at the Bank of England. He was nostalgic for his childhood and he used his salary from the bank to collect children's toys — wooden toys and stuffed animals — which filled his flat and surprised unsuspecting guests. He wrote down ideas for stories in his bank ledgers, and published several books glorifying childhood: The Pagan Papers (1892), The Golden Age (1895), and Dream Days (1898). When Grahame was 38, still a bachelor, he met 35-year-old Elspeth Thomson. They got married and had a son named Alistair — he was a weak and sickly child, blind in one eye. He told his son bedtime stories about a character named Mr. Toad and his friends Ratty, Mole, and Badger. Grahame drew on his own happy memories of his sheltered childhood by the River Thames and he turned the Bisham Woods into the Wild Wood. Eventually, he wrote these stories down and collected them in a book which he called The Wind in the Willows. It was rejected over and over again and when it was finally published it got terrible reviews — critics who loved Grahame's earlier books thought that The Wind in the Willows paled in comparison. But it soon proved to be incredibly popular, in both England and America and went through four editions in six months. It's the birthday of writer John McPhee (books by this author), born in Princeton, New Jersey (1931), a literary journalist known for the huge range of his subjects. He has written about canoes, geology, tennis, nuclear energy, and the Swiss army. He once researched his own family tree and traced it back to a Scotsman who moved to Ohio to become a coalminer. In high school McPhee's English teacher required her students to write three compositions a week, each accompanied by a detailed outline, and the students had to read them out loud to the class. Ever since he took that class McPhee has carefully outlined all his written work, and has read out loud to his wife every sentence he writes before it is published. McPhee's goal was to write for The New Yorker, but every article he submitted was rejected by the magazine for 14 years. Then, in 1962, McPhee got a phone call from his father about an amazing new college basketball player at Princeton. McPhee went to see him play and decided to write a profile of the young man whose name was Bill Bradley. That was the first article McPhee published in The New Yorker and it also became McPhee's first book, A Sense of Where You Are (1965). McPhee has published more than 25 books even though he rarely writes more than 500 words a day. He once tried tying himself to a chair to force himself to write more but it didn't work. He said, "People say to me, 'Oh, you're so prolific.' God, it doesn't feel like it — nothing like it. But, you know, you put an ounce in a bucket each day, you get a quart." His most recent collection is The Patch (2018). Be well, do good work, and keep in touch.® | 