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Jodie Hollander
Long before I had to rise for school,
I’d hear the deliberate feet of my Father
moving in the darkness to his piano.
Sometimes from my bedroom I could see him
dressed in concert slacks from the night before,
a stained undershirt with rips in the pits.
I’d drift to sleep and rise again to his music
seeming to fill up our entire house back then.
Then as a cold sun rose over Milwaukee,
he’d warm the old Nissan in the snow
and drive us to school, twitching, sweating
and muttering to himself as cars rushed by.
He’d often miss the turn; we’d be late—
hurrying from the car, we’d say, I love you
and watch his hunched figure driving away.
'Don’t leave me here; I hate this snobby school,'
I’d say, throwing my arms around my sister.
She’d pull away, her face suddenly stern,
'Don’t you know what dad has sacrificed?'
'Now let me go', she’d say, 'we’re already late.'
Standing there, I’d smell the leather couches,
see girls in Polo shirts and saddle shoes,
still hearing the clash of my Father practicing
that same riff—over and over again,
the opening measures of Rhapsody in Blue.
from the book NOCTURNE
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Classical music was everywhere in my childhood. My father would sit down at his Steinway piano and disappear into another world. He was often accompanied by my mother, a professional cellist, my sister, a child-star soprano, and my brother, a child-prodigy violinist. During these practice sessions, I would lie beneath the piano and watch them perform. I often wondered why I hadn’t been blessed with a musical gift, but I soon learned that my role was to observe and write about what I saw.

Jodie Hollander on "Blue Rhapsody"
Roger Reeves talks with Francis Fisher for AGNI

"Through my experience of fatherhood, I became very unsettled with my earlier ideas of beauty. I became quieter as a poet because I was watching this child just be herself. It was amazing to just watch her be herself and for that to be beautiful. She wasn’t trying to form any thoughts or articulate any ideas, she was beautiful just by being, and I wanted to write a poem that could touch that or come close to it."

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"It’s days like this that I get most upset that I will one day die. It’s also days like this I feel most fortunate to have a book like Charles Simic’s The World Doesn’t End to carry with me through my days—a book which, for all the violence it contains, all the liquid strangeness, all the pain, has always seemed to me to look at death with a steady, if somewhat smoky, optimism."
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