Friday
Randall Mann
Is this a story
or a problem,

a colleague said.
I'm dead!
Which is to say,

living
for her shade.
I switch off
my face,
and chat

Sorry.
Having
issues.

Anything
but that . . .

I'm looking
to stream.
I settle on
I Killed My Mother.
Rotten Tomatoes'
pithy
description?
"A young homosexual
has problems
with his mother,"

which is also
every film ever
when I watch.
The first film
I ever saw

was Citizen Kane,
nice start but also
are you kidding,
a lesson
in all-

downhill-
from-here—
it was at the
Kentucky
Theatre,

a palace
with delicious
Orange Whip.
I was six.
The first

gay thing
I remember
other than
the longing
was seeing

Rock Hudson
on a stretcher
on the news.
I didn't know
I knew . . .

Have a great
weekend,

we end
our e-mails,
late in the day.

Great.
Like the
weekend,

modifiers
have a way

of taking us
farther
away:
the long
walk;

the afternoon
read.
Regret.
Marooned
on my shelves,

like Paul
Monette.
All
my ambititous
friends want

to talk about
is joy.
Oh boy:
The End.
Maybe that's

fire,
maybe satire—
so much rolls
off the tongue.
There is always

the distance
to revise.
Look how
I'm undoing
my own ruin

now.
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"Friday" is one of those instances when what was on my mind at the time I was writing it—performative, suspect joy at work; performative, suspect joy in poems; my early moviegoing experience; and the ever-present grief of growing up under the pall of AIDS—all somehow came to together in a poem.
 
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