Now let me get this straight, John: You want things that you don't yet have, people in your life who you don't yet know, and events to take place that haven't yet occurred, so that once these "things" come to pass, you'll feel happy, confident, and fulfilled; accomplished, desired, and appreciated; treasured, adored, and like a-beautiful-sight-to-see?
But... wasn't that your rationale for all the other stuff you wanted that you now have?
Green light!
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