This is the gold chain. And this is my heart. There is nothing else left in these cravings, you won’t find anything else, the loose one would say while she was feeding the mares, giving them milk, manipulating the honey. Stretch-marked, hysterical, filled with extracted rings from the last digestions, from the last heaves she had been storing up in there. This is my chain, she would repeat as if in prayer, this is my chain, and this is my heart.

*

With one of the mares hanging from a shining, black skein of yarn that the pearl wore behind her, she began her frenetic dragging, traced in black, terrible. The first to fall would be the king. The king and his reflux, his celibacy, his dense maintenance, his opacity. The choirs don’t stop, they don’t stop their song. The pearl, sharp, stabbing, licks her teeth. He’ll have to fall. The burnt ones writhe in the frozen fury that saw them die. The loose one hasn’t stopped crying since she saw the other one leave. And the pearl searches all over the city for her. The king sleeps with his eyes open. He sits up. He stays still in his night, thinking about the ridges in the blades of the jewel that are coming for him. And the pearl is a pure form beleaguered with questions, with details of her birth, with the memory of how the loose one looked at her when she got up on her own two feet and left the house, without warning, without saying anything to anyone.

*

And so she couldn’t go to the king. She was stubborn and despondent so she couldn’t. And in the orange bed she would say bite me, and the jeweler marked up her breasts, lashing her with his precious rust. And while the pearl delighted in this sustenance, in these substrata that held her by the hair, the loose one got lost in ambiguities, in the imperious roughness of anguish, of pain, descending into poison, into torture, into herself. And the jeweler looked at her between the lights that boiled the torso, the flanks, the honey that dripped down the thighs, the breast, the neck. He never saw her more polished. He could never understand what she carried inside that voluptuousness, in that mildly submissive way she looked at him, half willing to go on, to go on for him. And they intertwined themselves in a trail of saliva and sacrifice. And said everything into each other’s ears between acts. And she would tell him I’m just about, just about to leave, to leave for you.

*

And in his way he gave her life, as if it was his own life. The mares installed themselves in a corner, courageous, waiting, attentive to the pearl’s ridges while they ejaculated her. She emerged with the blues. She was born in that same orange bed. At first she walked around the house with suspicion. She looked into the loose one’s mirror. She saw eyes, her own eyes. They had the same tint. The pearl and the loose one. But the pretty one had a look, a flair that attracted everyone, men, women, those who hung out in dive bars, those she’d once fucked, in the vicissitudes of the orange bed, those who fucked around, those who wanted her. All at once she felt happy and wanted to start immediately. That’s how she saw the loose one leave. Into her own life. Into her own soul. But more beautiful, more defined, more obnoxious and moody, insatiable in her obsession with obtaining whatever she set her sights on.

*

Settled in the threshold that leads her to herself, settled in the tides that raise her honey and juice until she ends up on all fours, screeching as much as the mares, who raise their sleepless song, who are difficult, who take on roles, instructions, actions. This pearl knows what she wants. She knows it and she distracts the loose one who has not stopped whining, planted in one of the burning ones, in one of the corners of her ancient, pointless, tiresome moans. I’m sick of you, the pearl tells her, she who was conceived on one of those nights, in one of these starving, sickly-sweet emptinesses when the loose one fucked around the city. The loose one needed to be penetrated. She had to be. They had to put it in her so that in one of those cloying lays the pearl could be formed, so she would grow round, so she would make herself into herself. Just like that, like one of those things that happens sometimes, like that jeweler who could do it with the loose one, the same one that made her sobbing suddenly stop, who lodged himself inside her until, in a slathering of moans and spasms, they gave birth to her, her, who else could it be, but the pearl.